Trigger Warning: Past Sexual/Physical Trauma. ____________________________________ I felt almost high. The rush of sex and passion and heat took over my mind until it felt like I was soaring. I wanted more. I wanted to be lusted after. My calves shook as I kneeled obediently before Marcus. Adrenaline seduced me to look around even though […]
Karaoke Idol
Dear Shell, you’re probably wondering what’s been going on since I last wrote. You might well ask. You know me. You should do by now. You know what I’m like. Do you remember, that night in the wine-bar? Those guys watching us from across the alcove? Then one of them comes across. ‘Didn’t I see […]
Between Sleep and Restlessness
What a week it’s been! I finally lie down after a grueling day at work. Emails to and from you have helped keep my sanity and, as always, I’m glad that you’re not only a great lover, but also a supportive friend. I’m exhausted, but all of the stress and tension has me keyed up […]
Sleepwalking
I have a daughter, Judy, eighteen, who still lives at home with her dear old dad. I’m a widower. Have been for five years now. That’s probably one reason why Judy still lives at home. Other reasons would be because it’s comfortable and cheap. I’m expecting her to fly the nest any time now. She’ll […]
Led by Dreams to the City
Driven to the city in search of employment, entertainment and luxurious life style might have been achieved if I had some sound and solid education. But life in school wasn’t taken seriously. School to me was a meeting point for friends. Once we gather in school, all parental advices fell on deaf ears. To rebel […]
Learning to Love my Body
Having been raised in a single-mother household, I had no father figure around to explain things around me or to emulate, which left me very confused about a lot of things in life but especially my gender role and sexuality in general. Some time after I hit puberty, along with acne came another unexpected change: […]
Just an Average Group
Author’s Note : This is my first attempt at a series. I hope you enjoy it. I will gladly accept constructive criticism, and/or encouragement. I apologize, in advance, that Part 1 may lack enough”action” to suit many readers. I will try to make up for the lack of “action’ in following chapters. I need to […]
Daddy Dearest Ch. 02
Charlene “Hi Dad, just thought I would drop by and see ‘whatsa happenen’!” “Hi Charley, I see you are off from school today sweetheart, have you got something on your mind? Come here and give your old man a kiss.” “Yes, somethings bugging me. I am going to do a bit of shopping then I […]
Daddy Darren
When Darren came into my mother’s life in 1972, I think she seized the opportunity to introduce into our home what she hoped would be a controlling influence. I had just turned 15 and had started to mess with boys, which I think she knew, or at least strongly suspected. My brother, Toby, and I […]
Learning Myself Through Jeff
I first met Jeff some 15 years ago while on an overnight sport-fishing trip out of San Diego. Living and working in Orange County at the time, I had originally planned to drive down that evening with one of my co-workers, but he cancelled out on me at the last minute, so, rather than waste […]